Just 4 U

JUST 4 U

Every day passes with a hope
to spend a day with you..
True love dreams do come true
The dream I have is to live with you....

You were and are special to me
My love, my angel, my Shining Star
I have loved you truly
Unfortunately today you are very far....

I don't know, neither do I claim,
That nobody else loves you this way
Forcing u 2 love me isn't my aim
For me you are my untouched God, my pray...

I always felt that love's just an illusion in the mind,
It's all unreal, fake, impossible to find
But the day I met you, I began to see,
That love is real, and exists in me....

All i ever wanted was
to be a part of your heart..
And for us to be together
to never be apart....

I think about you all night long
Think about you as the day goes
I dream about you with my eyes open
Dream about you when they are close....

You build walls to see who cares for u
Can climb them to be there for u
Don't know if I've the right to stand besides u
Don't even know if I've the right to be there for u...

Today I stand all alone where you left me
Waiting for you, praying with the passing time
With a little hope that you will realize
What I feel When u'll be back, i'll be fine....

I know many love you the way I do
Coz you are such a sweetheart
I know myself, I love you the max I can
For me you are ultimate, For me You are my part....

I wish for your happiness Pray for your SMILES
My love for u is un-conditional
I hope that one day you will surely realize,
How PERFECT you are when seen through my Eyes...

Woman of Substance....

WOMAN OF SUBSTANCE

My first Sketch after 7 years...

My first Sketch after 7 years... Image of the sketch taken from mobile phone.

When I look at U.... (2007)

When I look at u..

I see the whole world
In your beautiful eyes...
The life seems so aesthetic
Everything feels so nice!!!

When I look at u..

I feel u r someone
Who'll always b there...
No matter how the time unfolds
U will always take care!!!

When I look at u..

I feel u love me
From the depth of ur heart...
We r together 4ever
We will never be apart!!!

When I look at u..

I feel stronger to see
You standing by my side...
You r the ultimate for me
Feelings tell me;i m right!!!

When I look at u...

I wanna tell you
Sweetheart,how much I love you
You are the reason for my happiness
and I'll always be with you!!!

Kuch Panktiyan (2007)

baithein hain khuda ki ibaadat mein
ki unke har gham door ho jaayein
meher ho jaaye unpe khuda ki..
dilon dimaag se woh khush ho jaayein..

Ho jaaye hamein unka dedaar,
woh hamaare ho jaayein...
karein wo bhi hamari khushi ki dua...
unhe bhi hamse pyaar ho jaaye...!!!

Waiting 4 U (2009) (Inspired from Richard Max song)

Waiting 4 U
Miles apart;day after day
Slowly increasing the everlasting pain
I call ur name everywhere
but all my efforts going in vain!!

The wish to see you,
One more time;one last time
Wish to tell you that
How much I love;I am not fine!!

No matter;wherever u go
I dnt care,whatever u do
I know, i''ll be right here
Just Waiting 4 U!!

Whatever it may takes
no matter if my heart breaks
I will be right here
waitin 4 u!!!

Why can't u see it baby
U've got me goin' crazy
come back to me my sweetheart
life without u isn't easy!!

I am standing right where
you left me all alone
I miss u like insane
Wid u;my soul is gone!!

No matter;wherever u go
I dnt care,whatever u do
I know, i''ll be right here
Waiting Only 4 U!!

Whatever it takes
no matter how my heart aches
I am right here
waitin just 4 u!!!

Something about you(2004)

Something About You

You are close to my heart
Upon my mind each day
Its something about you
That touched me this way!!!

You reach my heart again
Words touched from afar
Its something about you
I always care how you are!!!

You are always endearing
The one who I can relate
Its something about you
That inspires me to create!!!

You still remained special
The reason of why I write
Its something about you
Feelings tell me I am right !!!

Jiyu Kaise Tumhare bina (not my creation)

Following Poem was written by my "Someone special" in 2003

Jiyu Kaise tumhare bina,Yeh to samajh aata nahi....
Zindagi jaise tham si gayi hai,Kuch aage nazar aata nahi.
Teri yaadein jo dil mein samayi hain,Unhe kaise bhool jaaye hum....
Kabhi to khud se milte hain,ab khud ko khud hi se kaise chipaye hum.
Yeh zindagi amaanat hai teri,bas yeh soch ke jee lete hain hum....
Tujhse door to reh nahi sakte,Isliye khud ko khuda se door kar lete hain hum!!!

GUZARISH (2009)

GUZARISH
Hamein kyun lagta hai
Tum rokte ho apne aap ko...
Kyun yeh dil samajhta hai
Tum dabaate ho apne jazbaat ko !!

Izhaar-e-ishq jo karte hain..
zabardasti wo kabhi karte nahi..
apne uthte kadmon ko tum roko..
E-dost,Yeh bhi to sahi nahi.!!

Zarre bhar ki bhi mohobbat
Gar tumhare dil mein hai nahi,
kasam apne ishq ki
majboor aapko kabhi karenge nahi!!

Per kabhi hone lage tumhe
hamaari chaahat pe yakeen..
bas ek guzarish tumse hai
apne uthte kadam ko rokna nahi !!!

Will You Ever (2003)

Will you ever?
I don't think you will
ever fully understand
how you've touched my life
and made me who I am.

I don't think you could ever know
just how truly special you are
that even on the darkest nights
you are my brightest star.

I don't think you will ever fully comprehend
how you've made my dreams come true
or how you've opened my heart
to love and the wonders it can do.

You've allowed me to experience
something very hard to find
unconditional love that exists
in my body, soul, and mind.

I don't think you could ever feel
all the love I have to give
and I'm sure you'll never realize
you've been my will to live.

You are an amazing person
without you I don't know where i'd be.
Having you in my life
completes and fulfills every part of me.

You Me and Our Story (2009)

You Me and Our Story!!!

Sweetheart, You and Me
Its a strange story...
But its so special
It provides me Glory!!!

I rose in love
Years ago....
It was for the girl
who I already know!!!

The girl was beautiful
the girl was true
The girl was my life...
That girl was YOU!!!

U taught me how 2 luv,
taught me how to care..
Those moments spent with u
Will always be there!!!

The frist hug, the first kiss
The warmth of the love so tender
What I did for my love
Was totally a surrender!!!

The rush from the college
To meet u at the stop
Time used to be around 5 pm
My life was really over the top!!!

Your eyes so beautiful
Your soul so soothing
Your aura so mesmerizing
I gave my love my everything!!!

I always used to hold,
Your left hand by my right
Wanted to tell you
dat I am always by ur side!!!

I was living my life happily as ever...
Full of love and care
A split between us,
i thought will be never!!!

You one decision to break
shook me up deep within...
I was broken, I was lost
I didnt know, where to be!!

I tried to fix the things
but u never seemed interested
You left me all alone
which i never expected!!!

baby, i missed u always
thought of u as the time goes bye
people came and went in my life..
but ur place in my heart;i never let it go by...!!!

time turned around
history itself repeated
you came back in2 my life
when mattered most;really needed!!!

u brought smiles
back in 2 my life
I started living again
started feeling nice!!!

I started thinking of spending
Rest of my life in ur arms...
Started dreaming again...
A life wid u, full of charms!!

But u broke me again,
gave me no reason..
left me asking questions
left me in pain!!

Today, i m happy for u
coz sweetheart, i want ur best
i have kept aside my feelings
kept them at rest...!!!

I hv promised myself; not 2 force
not 2 question or demand
coz true love is not always
wat u need;wat u want!!!

I will wait for u...Coz as I said...
Sweetheart U n me..its a beautiful story!!!